School holidays...start again.

time is precious...tak de masa nak tulis blog...I have to be 'multitasking'.....tapi tangan dua jerr...kaki pun dah guna, but still tak cukup...

first day school holiday, my two kids, melalui saat-saat penting dalam hidup mereka....berkhatan. I started telling them, they will be a grown ups sooner....hopefully not so soon. As a mother, kalau boleh tak nak anak-anak cepat sangat membesar....bila dah besar, a lot of things will change, but i hope not so obvious..
I love my kids very much, always want them to be around me, not able to be separated even for minutes...can't imagine, if they have to leave me one day....but i know the time will come sooner or later.

masa khatan, adik masuk dulu...he was calm at first, but being so smart as usual, kept asking the Dr this and that, what the Dr intended to do...bla...bla...until marcain+xylocaine worked...he still kept talking....dah sudah ke belum....why I can't feel anything? sengaja tutup sikit depan muka dia dgn kain. or else Dr akan sedikit terganggu dengan soalan panas dia....

After him, the elder brother. this one...anak mak...belum apa-apa, dah start nak menangis...told him, tak sakit pun, your brother just now, rileks je..keluar bilik Dr dengan bergaya....
But as usual...dia akan bersedih-sedihan especially when I was around...nak tak nak, I have to hug him until everything finished....fuhh...leganya...

first part...dah habis. second part....nak menjaga...as usual, senang menjaga adik dari abang...but that's life....lain anak lain perangai...tapi semuanya anak-anak saya yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang mengikut cara mereka tersendiri. worst part, the third child...she's a girl...realizing that I spent more time with the brothers (and sort of extra pamper and care)... asyik merajuk jerr....nak itu and ini, tak munasabah pulak tu....what to do? I am so tired....